Where did October go? Does anyone else feel like it moved unusually fast?

A blessing and a curse all at once.

Still no job.

Tomorrow is November 1st. Soon I will say ” We are getting married next month.” EEK! I am so ready to be married, but there is still SO MUCH that needs to be done.

Yesterday I was confronted by the same thing twice. I went to lunch with my dad and then to do some errands, and he asked me “When you are trying to follow God’s will, how do you tell the difference between Satan getting in the way, and God telling you no?” Later in the day, my friend Rebecca came and picked me up to get a cup of tea… she talked about a situation she was going through, with the same thoughts.

I have been struggling to figure out these things for myself. Of course each situation is different, but the search for God’s plan for my life and the courage to actively participate in that plan, no matter how scary or far from my comfort zone… is sometimes wearing.

I just want to be wise enough to make the right decision.

I want to be patient enough to wait for God’s timing.

And I want to be deaf enough not to hear the world telling me that I am wrong for doing so.